I remembered what my mother suddenly said to me the night before she died.
"Wuer, you must take good care of yourself in the future. Never go outside the village."
I know what my mother means. What she means is, don't go outside the village, don't meet that person, don't get emotional. An ordinary past life.
My destiny is to be untouchable by love and untouchable by emotion.
When you are emotional, it is the beginning of disaster.
My mother named me Wuer.
It means heartless and loveless.
But mother,
It turns out that destiny is that even if you don't look for the other person, the other person will find you.