"Fan Chen, I love you and I love Cen Fei. I hope you are both happy. What should I do..." Lu Xiaofan raised his hand to scratch his head, smiling coquettishly, with burning sadness in his eyes, "What a contradiction..." He said.
"Fuck your contradiction!!" I raised something and hit him hard. As soon as his figure dispersed, I woke up. The anger mixed with fear in my heart almost made me suffocate. I fumbled and pulled back the pillow that had been thrown out. It was so wet that I didn't know if it was sweat or tears.
I turned over my pillow and fell asleep again.
——Since Lu Xiaofan died, I have had this same dream countless times.
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