I personally was really shocked by this novel. Because these scenes and conversations often make me cry. Memories are sometimes very painful, but I want to tell these stories to everyone, including other people's stories.
Maybe, as many people have told me, writing novels in the first person will make the emotions more real, but I think readers who have read this novel will definitely know the reason why I don't write in the first person. In this novel, being immersed in it is definitely a kind of torture for yourself. You will definitely feel the same as me after reading it.
So, let us read it with the mentality of listening to the story and its poignancy.
Or maybe we can relate. I think this is inevitable.