It's been seven years. What was she like seven years ago?
I only remember her that day, standing in front of me with a slightly protruding belly, pulling a suitcase that was not too heavy, and the wind on the balcony was a bit strong. I saw her trembling inadvertently.
At that time, I was nothing more than that. I am in high spirits, there is a person I love deeply, and I have made her a lifelong promise that I will marry her and love her forever. This may be the stupidest lie in the world. How far is forever? What a distant dream this lifetime is. But at that time, I believed it so much.
Later, it was like a dream. At the age of twenty-six, I had a wife and a child, and the mother of the child was only sixteen years old.
Maybe my mother is right, marriage is about two people spending a lifetime together. There is no need to fight to the death, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten. What you like may not be suitable for life. Even if you are in love with each other at the beginning, you can still become a resentful couple. It is better to find someone who is pleasing to your eyes. Maybe, come to think of it, the so-called love is nothing more than that. I used to love her to death, but I found out that it was just my own passion.
After I got married, I started staying up late at night, going to nightclubs, smoking, drinking, and having sex with women. Later Xu Dongyuan told me that those women often went to my house to disturb An Jinshang, and I laughed it off. I thought that marrying me would get nothing more than this result.
Announcement: I'm sorry, dear friends, because there are a lot of things going on recently, I can't update recently. Please forgive me. Updates will be resumed in July. Thank you.