As the saying goes, life is like being raped. The more you resist, the more painful it is. If you can't resist, you might as well learn to enjoy it, that way it won't be too painful! But how can we learn to enjoy it? I can't figure this out, because it's too weird.
That's what happens in a person's life, like me, you see, I accomplished nothing in my studies, married far away, and was dull after marriage. In fact, this kind of life is good for me, but God will not let you get what you want, and will find something to stimulate you. So I was stimulated, my eyes were stimulated, my heart and liver were stimulated, and my nerves were stimulated. I was usually too lazy, and something happened to me due to this stimulation. My life was at stake, but I didn't want to let it go just like that. I still have the baby I care about the most!
My good daughter! Mom doesn't want to leave you behind! What should I do? Do you think I have been affected by life or something?
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