Once, Yin'er asked me, if there was an afterlife, what would you do?
I remember that my answer was: If there is an afterlife, don't do anything as a human being.
At that time, I actually didn't believe in this life and the afterlife. I always felt that death was like a lamp going out, and that all love and hate would disappear. So when Yin'er died, she asked me if I hated her, and I said no.
But I didn't expect that the more people don't believe in fate, the more they will be played by fate.