"Before you gave birth to me, I was already old after giving birth to you. I wish I had not given birth to you, but I have been good to you every day." - Inscription
He never felt that his life was short, because he finally understood the deep love, even though he lost it at the same time.
He did not regret what he had done in this life, because it was his own choice and his own responsibility, but in the end, he also left regrets.
Sacrificing his past self in exchange for meeting him again, even if he no longer has a healthy body, no strong strength, and can't stand side by side with him, even if he is not the same person as before, he still has no regrets, because he can finally be with him in the beginning and never miss it again.
The encounter, acquaintance, and familiarity in childhood made it difficult for him to forget the faint smile that always accompanied him in the cruel war and the pain of losing relatives and friends. But why, when he just began to understand the meaning of that faint smile to himself, he turned around and couldn't find him?
Now, is the "him" that appears in front of him the same as before, or the "him" that really exists? No matter what, he only knew that even if it was just nothingness, he wanted to keep him.
He finally made that decision. Even though his favorite brother was no longer around, the faith in his heart had long been retained.
My brother, the village I wanted to protect at all costs turned out to be your murderer. What should I do now? Continue to exist for the sake of the village and peace, or destroy it all? No matter which choice I make, I know that what awaits me is the coming madness. Already in the beginning, I could not get salvation, because my only salvation has turned into dust.