I never thought about what I would do in this troubled world, nor did I think that the story that had been passed down for thousands of years was actually written by me. My only wish was to be with him peacefully and happily for the rest of my life, but I didn't want to choose him, and I also chose to throw myself into the torrent of history, with no chance of escape. It's so difficult to "find the person you love and stay together forever".