Binga Diary
August 20 Sunny
Today is my birthday, and I am really happy to have many people with me, including Ye. The two school beauties helped me dress up beautifully because Ye said I was his princess today. Jia, who has always liked to bully me but never let others bully me, gave me a beautiful crystal necklace. Senior Sister Yili said it went well with my clothes. The moment I put it on, I saw Ye frowning, and suddenly I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I didn't open the gift that Ye gave me until I got home, because I was afraid that Ye would notice my ecstatic expression when I saw the gift. After opening it, I cried because what Ye gave me was exactly the same crystal necklace that Jia gave me.
When I was young, my mother said that you should not cry on birthdays, but this time I cried, for the sake of the night. The more drunk I got, Ye actually hugged her and carried her on her back. I felt cold after seeing her. Only then did I realize again that I love Ye very deeply. Since Ye said he loves me, as long as I see him doing little things for Yue, I really want to cry. I don't like myself like this, it's too selfish.
Every time I cry, I obediently hide in Jia's arms. Although I have cried in Huai's arms before, I just feel that Jia's is different. Thinking about it, I had never cried in front of Ye, but Yue kept crying while holding Ye. Thinking of this, tears flowed down again.
September 5 Rain
School started again, and I suddenly thought of my heartbeat when I first met Ye, the first time I saw Ye, the sadness I felt when I told myself that I liked Ye, the despair when I confessed my love to Ye, the hope when Ye swore to me at the same time... Suddenly I found that only Ye was left in my mind...
When Ye was sick, Yue and I were by his side; when I was sick, it was enough to see Ye's anxious eyes...
Yehui sends me home every day, and Yehui calls me to coax me to sleep, but why do I feel guilty after having fun with Yehui? Is it because of Yue? Still can't bear to see Jia do so much for me but get this result? I really want to love Ye... I really love him...