She is neither beautiful nor outstanding, and she understands and does not expect any vigorous love. All her romance is just to find someone who can enter her heart, and that person is also somewhat attached to her, then she is willing to accompany this person for three years, five years, ten years, eight years, or even a lifetime.
But what did she get in exchange for overspending on love? It's just a game and a dream.
She didn't believe in such an ending, and she didn't believe that the man who did so many things that deeply touched her heart was just to deceive.
No one can interpret false feelings so realistically. She told others and herself this again and again, because only by holding on to this weak belief could he not be so heartbroken.