It wasn't until she broke up with him that she understood how difficult love was. She once poured out her heart and soul for him, but he didn't even say a word of praise. He kept saying he loved her, but in the end, he disappeared without saying a word.
She wanted to die. A really injured woman could do anything. There were many ways, including sleeping pills, cutting her wrists, throwing herself into a river or jumping off a building.
But being timid, she chose another way to torture and escape herself, degenerating.
She either surfs the Internet or sleeps every day. She doesn't wash her face or brush her teeth, or comb her hair or dress up. She lives a life of a home girl who doesn't use her brain to destroy herself. She watches some sad Japanese and Korean pure love movies every day. In the movie, she is either dead or half-disabled. In short, it fits her current mood.
The dream she has every day is that she falls in love with a beautiful man and then cries like hell when the man dies, or she dreams that she is struck by lightning and travels back to ancient times, only to find a way to travel back and travel in ancient times today and tomorrow. This can be regarded as a dream that she refuses to wake up from.
Until one day when she said that all her savings were spent and she had to go back to work to earn food and drink, she cut her hair short, bought a floral skirt and high heels, and decided to be a completely different version of herself from the past, to prevent herself from falling emotionally and to be brave.
Whether the next love is successful or not, she has to play a leading role. Wow, this handsome guy is pretty good. It's him. No matter whether he can catch her or not, let's attack!