How Many Flowers Have Fallen in My Dream - the Finale

Original literature area ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Theme: How many flowers have fallen in dreams————The finale This year I was in Shenzhen during the New Year. When I called home, I heard my mother choking on the other end, which made my nose sore. I hung up the phone without saying a few words, and then my tears fell quietly. I don't want my mother to hear it, otherwise the old lady will be even more sad. Cheng Shaofeng gently sat next to me and handed me a handkerchief. Looking at the handkerchief, I thought of Lu Xu, so I burst into tears, just like the Yellow River flooding. Cheng Shaofeng hugged me, and I lay on his shoulder, trying hard not to think about the yellowed photo in the cemetery. Cheng Shaofeng's suit was wet with tears. I seemed to hear him say, do you want to go home? I nodded confusedly, actually still thinking about what he just asked. Let's go back to Beijing! This time I heard clearly that it was Cheng Shaofeng who said it. I looked at him, and his smile made me feel so warm, just like the feeling Gu Xiaobei's white back gave me back then. We returned to my city without tears, and I can no longer find the past, because there is a very cruel idiom called "things have changed and people have changed." But this is my home. When I told my mother that we decided to go back to Beijing to work, the old lady was so happy that she seemed to be over the moon. I said, Mom, please slow down. This month of beauty will be in vain for you. My mother didn't tell me how poor she was. Instead, she rolled her eyes at me, turned around and asked Cheng Shaofeng if he planned to live at home, rent a house, or buy a house. I said, Mom, you can watch your TV and we will discuss this matter ourselves. My mother was not happy and almost jumped up. What kind of girl are you? It was not this TV that came out of my belly back then! On Valentine's Day, Cheng Shaofeng and I didn't go anywhere. We stayed at home watching VCDs. He suddenly took out a small box from his pocket and said to me, Lin Lan, this is for you. I opened it and it was a handkerchief. The faces of Lu Xu and Gu Xiaobei vaguely emerged, tears welling up in his eyes. Cheng Shaofeng held my shoulder, a little anxious, Lin Lan, what's wrong? Don't cry, don't you like it? I just felt... I shook my head and said, thank you, I will always keep it with me. I held the handkerchief tightly in my hand, thinking of Wen Jing's twist love. It turned out that what I wanted had always been so simple, just a handkerchief of my own. Now, Cheng Shaofeng gave it to me. After struggling for a long time, I decided to go see Match. I always remember the last words she said to me, Lin Lan, fuck your mother, you are just like fucking Wei Wei, you are a beast! Match came out, not as haggard as I imagined. I said, Match, are you okay? Match's eyes turned red, and he would say with an exaggerated smile, "I'm fine." Even here, I stand firm in the heaven and the earth, immortal, and the firewood and the silver flowers... I actually want to hear the idioms spoken by matches so much for the first time. She didn't speak when she saw me, and she stopped uttering idioms. I said, Match, take good care of yourself. Match raised his head, Lin Lan, don't worry, there is plenty of food and clothing here, and I am living a good life. It's okay, don't keep coming, I can't bear it, just go about your business. I looked at the match in front of me. She was more mature than four years ago. When I walked out of the prison gate, I saw Weiwei pacing not far away. I walked over and she was a little surprised, Lin Lan, are you back? I nodded and said, do you want to see the matches? She also nodded and said, but she refused to see me. I smiled, don't go in, let's go have a drink. She smiled too, with a sad look in her eyes. We sat in a coffee shop, said some innocuous words, and then there was silence. Weiwei said, maybe you don't know yet! Yao Shanshan entered the lunatic asylum. I searched for the name and remembered something unpleasant. I asked, how could this happen. Weiwei said, that girl has made a living in the advertising industry. She has shown off to me several times and even provoked her fiancé to block some of my business. No matter how good I am Weiwei is still better than her! I asked some buddies to beat her up, but they accidentally bruised her face. So soon after, her fiancé dumped her, and she went crazy. I thought she had something to do with me, so I sent her to a lunatic asylum. Weiwei's voice lowered as she spoke. I knew that it was good for Weiwei to do this. I said, I want to see her. I saw Yao Shanshan in the lunatic asylum. She was sitting in the corner with dull eyes and an obvious scar on the left side of her face. I thought of her once alluring smile, her angelic appearance, and the few slaps she gave me. For a moment, I felt like I didn't hate her. I walked towards her, but she didn't even look at me. I seemed to hear her muttering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." After seeing Yao Shanshan, I was not very happy. Instead, I missed Gu Xiaobei a little. I knew he was somewhere in this city, and I hoped he would be happier than before. It started to rain, and I continued walking without any reaction. Cheng Shaofeng held up an umbrella and hugged me. I felt so warm suddenly. Since I don't like holding an umbrella, I will let this man who can hold an umbrella take care of me from now on! I wanted to stay in bed for a while longer, but the phone rang. Wen Jing's gentle voice came over, Lin Lan, I'm back. I woke up immediately and said, ancestor, where are you? I finally saw Wen Jing again. When I left, I thought I didn't care about anything. Now I know that I can't let go of everyone here. Wen Jing smiles more than she did a few years ago. She is already married to Wu Changcheng. I can tell she is happy now, just like me. Gu Xiaobei said that he wanted to invite everyone to dinner and get together. I just remembered the life we ​​once lived in so much dissatisfaction. Now everyone is back in Beijing, just like running back to the starting point at the end, we are together again, although not so perfect. That night of dinner, I didn't call Cheng Shaofeng. I felt that he didn't appear in my past. I had no reason to let him face a group of broken people, and the heart under every smile was full of scars. It's still the same bar, the same music, but people are much quieter. Weiwei kept inviting everyone to drink, Gu Xiaobei always remained silent, Bai Song kept telling himself that he was already an entrepreneur but still single, and Wen Jing stayed close to Wu Changcheng. I know we can't go back, and I feel a sense of loss. It was already late when we walked out of the bar. Everyone said goodbye and left without looking back. Only Gu Xiaobei is still standing beside me. I said, you go back. He said, I will send it to you. I said, no need. He stopped talking, and after a while he said, I'll leave then, you be careful. I nodded, not knowing why I still felt a little sour. As I walked through an alley, I heard Wen Jing's voice. Didn't she go back? I became nervous and rushed in immediately. When they walked into the alley, they saw Wu Changcheng's iron arms tightly clamping Li Moli's neck. Wen Jing pulled him and shouted, "Changcheng doesn't want it, don't do this, let go." When she saw me, she shouted again, Lin Lan, come and help me, the Great Wall is going to kill her! Today I have experienced what it means to be "enemies on a narrow road". Li Moli's face was already stained with blood and swollen. I also went to Lawu Great Wall, but he was like crazy. I yelled anxiously, Wu Changcheng, put her down for me. If you kill her, who will take care of Wen Jing in the future? There was silence, and Wen Jing started to cry. Wu Changcheng finally slowly put down his hand. Li Moli spread out on the ground, Wu Changcheng stepped on her face, please apologize to me, hurry up, apologize. As I looked at this scene, I suddenly remembered that time in the snow. I wiped off the shoe prints on my face, went to drink, and then talked... The memory suddenly became vivid. There was a muffled sound, and I kicked Li Moli in the stomach. She groaned and her face wrinkled. I'm sorry, she cried, I'm sorry, I'm mean, I'm sorry, please let me go. My tears burst out all of a sudden, and I kicked her harder and harder, you bitch, □, what's the use of being sorry... Wen Jing hugged me quickly, Lin Lan, calm down. Then he yelled at Li Moli, "Get out of here." Wu Changcheng moved his feet. With blurred eyes, I watched Li Moli struggle to get up and stumble towards the entrance of the alley. Wen Jing patted me and said, Lin Lan, please stop crying. Watching you cry makes me feel like I have been cut with a knife. I looked at Wen Jing's pale face and was speechless. Suddenly, there was a harsh sound of brakes, followed by a scream, and we ran out of the alley. The driver who caused the accident didn't seem to see us and ran away quickly. Li Moli fell in a pool of blood, extremely quiet. My tears stopped, and the words rang in my ears: Can you buy me a doll? I promise it won't exceed 50 yuan. It was reported in the newspaper that in the early hours of last night, a woman was violently beaten and then died in a car crash. Currently, the police are looking for witnesses. I closed the newspaper, and Cheng Shaofeng brought a bowl of porridge and said, I haven't seen you get up so early before. Let's drink porridge. I said, I can't sleep. In fact, I slept well last night. I also had a dream. In the dream, there was a rain of petals. I held someone's hand and counted the petals, but I couldn't count them. Who was that person? I took a sip of porridge and didn't remember it. Conception: