
Autumn Is Deep and I Can't See My Arms
秋深不见怀
by Don't Bother Me If You Are Sincere (不诚勿扰)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 68k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 6h ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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On the night of his eighteenth-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, Fang Huai met Zhou Yuanzhi on the terrace. There was no dramatic love at first sight, only an inadvertent look at each other in the evening breeze, and subsequent fateful unintentional reunions. The two approached cautiously and fell in love quietly in a corner where no one knew. Grandma Zhou has been in charge of the Zhou family for many years, and she never thought that her grandson would hide such a relationship. Until Zhou Yan handed her the secretly taken kissing photos, the traditional old man was furious. Added to the pressure of the humiliation and scandal of his family's power grab, he suddenly suffered an acute attack of an old disease and died suddenly. Grandma's death became a hurdle that Zhou Yuanzhi couldn't overcome. He believed that this relationship had harmed the only person who loved him, and he was also afraid that the conspiracy around him would continue to hurt Fang Huai, so he cruelly broke up with her. On a rainy night, Fang Huai humbly came to ask for peace, but he pushed her away ruthlessly, and his young love was shattered in the torrential rain. Before the turmoil subsided, Zhou Yan colluded with his enemies to create a man-made car accident. Fang Huai's parents were both killed on the way back home. Brother Fang An took over the Fang family's company in a critical situation to protect his younger brother who had completely collapsed. Fang Huai locked himself up for three days, and then went to France alone, escaping from this homeland full of scars. In France, he reunited with Leon, his best friend who had grown up with him since childhood. In the first year, he was trapped in his old love and suffered day and night. Finally, he took the initiative to request hypnosis to seal up all love and pain. For the next three years, Leon stayed with her every step of the way. After losing his memory, he slowly fell in love with this gentle man. Three years later, the two returned to China to prepare for their engagement, but unexpectedly reunited with Zhou Yuanzhi. Under the impact of layers of events, the sealed memories were completely restored. Young love is truly profound, and the pain of breaking up on a rainy night and losing a family is also vivid in my mind. The intense emotions tore apart his already weak body. On the eve of their engagement, Fang Huai suddenly fainted and was diagnosed with terminal cancer, which was incurable. He bid farewell to everyone calmly and passed away peacefully in late autumn. After he left, Zhou Yuanzhi sacrificed his life for love and slept with him in the autumn wind; Leon spent three years but could not keep his love, and he was alone and trapped in memories; Fang An guarded the relics of the Fang family and his brother, and died alone. In the depths of autumn, the leaves fall, and from now on, I will never see you again in this world. Concept: Some wounds are so deep in the bones that neither time nor gentleness can erase them. Mistakes made when you were young may take a lifetime to repay; and those who have been crushed by fate may not be able to reach the end even if they encounter redemption. Love is not omnipotent, it cannot save everyone struggling in the abyss. In the deep autumn, leaves fall, some people sleep forever, some die for love, some live alone, some are lonely - not all stories in this world have a happy ending.