Written on January 1, 2004, ended on February 14, 2004
ivan's first novella completed that year
When I wrote a review in 2006, I introduced this article like this. Of course, this is a review written in 2006. It may not necessarily reflect my current mood, but it should still be close to the mentality in 2004:
My dream is to make this into a movie.
Favorite article.
Love because of simplicity, love because of peace.
When it was placed in the BL area, many people felt it was in the wrong place because he was too simple and calm.
At that time, the people who liked this article were either very young or relatively old.
When watching "Angel", what surprised me was the writing, while for "Narcissus" and "The Beach", many people shed tears. Some people said they didn't know why the tears fell.
There is no tragedy, no sensation, it is simply like the life we experience every day, it comes and goes, and no one seems to regard the other as unforgettable.
5% Of life is painful, 5% is happy, and 90% is peaceful.
This article is definitely the most complete implementation of this concept.
If "Narcissus" is still artificially sensational, "Beach" is completely like a life note, because it is real.
I was like a video camera, recording what the people around me were doing during that time.
So this article has a complete sense of spectatorship.
It has nothing to do with Danmei at all, and I don't feel that way at all, but it's just a little bit worrying.
With such a plot and setting in the novel, if it were any other novel, I don't know how intense it would be.
And this article was just completed normally.
It's too natural to downplay and end a plot that could have developed into Danmei.
They both know that everyone has 100% that person, but they also know that only 70% of love can really be met.
Even I don't understand what their attitude towards each other is in the article.
And I don't know what the original relationship was between those people. Fortunately, I didn't know at the time, otherwise it's hard to say that the article would have changed.
And my feelings for Long Yi have gone through the painful period before, and now my heart is gradually calming down - or I don't think about it too much anymore.
I began to understand that I had always envied Long Yi and Qing Tai because they had each other by their side...
Intention: