You Are a Gift I Can't Afford

Lin Wan, thirty-six years old, was a well-known charlatan contractor in the department. She was poor-tongued and loved to play tricks. She made jokes and fished out her life every day. No one knew that she had a heavy secret love hidden inside her. She fell in love with Shen Qing, a senior employee of Unit 57. Shen Qing was calm and gentle, and always treated people politely and thoughtfully, which was something Lin Wan could not reach. Their identities, ranks, and ages lie between them. Lin Wan knew in her heart that love needed to be valuable, but she couldn't give anything equal. Countless sunny and rainy days, she secretly missed her. Rather than forcing a love, she hopes that Shen Qing will have a stable and smooth life - these are precisely the things that she cannot give now. So Lin Wan hid all her love in her playful smile and became the most out-of-the-box subordinate around Shen Qing, making jokes, taking the initiative to run errands, and using jokes to disguise her turbulent thoughts. She even secretly hoped that Shen Qing would treat her a little worse and be colder. Maybe in this way, she could let go of this attachment. There was a lot of chaos in the department, the two of them bickered and quarreled with each other every day, and others just thought Lin Wan was a happy-go-lucky person. Only Lin Wan understood that behind every laugh, there was heartache and sourness that she dared not express. Completion and letting go are her unique tenderness. Purpose: Love is not possession, fulfillment and silent protection are also a form of love; ordinary people have the right to sincerely love others even if they are in ordinary positions, learn to be consistent with the obsessions in their hearts, and manage their lives well.