I always thought that I was abandoned by God, but it turned out that I was indeed abandoned by God. People often say that when God closes a door on you, he will definitely open a window for you, but God, why are you so stingy in giving you even a window?
I spent more than twenty years in exile and looked down upon by others. I never thought I would have to do it again! I am not willing to give in. I really am not willing to give in. Don't do it again. I didn't have enough ability before. Now, even if I am still scorned by others, even if I still have to be pointed out by others, I must live my own life and no longer be manipulated by others. Only when I step on all the people in the world, I am who I am!