Description of the subject matter: This article is original meta fictional literature, paying homage to the spiritual core of Talloran in "□□‑3999 I am in All Things" - endless inward torture, narrative prison, self-hatred and self-redemption struggle. The official settings and characters of the Foundation are not used. All characters and anomalies are re-created, and depression and mental internal friction are embodied as "narrative-level monsters". Meta techniques: text confusion, underlining, characters realizing that they are living in the story, narrators invading the story, and the boundaries between reality and fiction dissolving.
Warning: The full text contains psychological descriptions of severe depression, self-denial, mental torture, despair, dissociation, etc. Please read according to your ability.
Refer to □□ Cthulhu and □□-3999. Comments may be given freely but posts that cause controversy and are disliked. I will apply to delete them.
Purpose: Introverted endless torture to fight against depression and self