Liu Jinyan defines himself by "despicable".
Six years ago, he found that he had fallen in love with someone he shouldn't have loved. That person's name is Hu Yumin - number one in the class, with a lover, distant and cold on the surface, but privately willing to help him when he is most embarrassed. This feeling could not be seen in the light and could not be expressed. It was like a charcoal swallowed into his throat. Every time he swallowed it, it burned until he could not speak.
He sticks to his duties and never goes out of his way. But the more restrained you are, the more your love grows. Graduation, separation, and reunion, he thought time and again that time would end for him, but he was defeated by the other party's appearance again and again. He not only covets that warmth, but also hates his own cowardice. Six years of secret love was like a long dream that trapped him, and he was always the quietest and most restrained person in his life.
Now the dream will wake up. He stood at the intersection, not knowing whether to continue watching or turn around and leave.
Concept: The biggest punishment for a secret love is not not getting a response, but being stuck in self-judgment and not being able to admit it. When he finally learned to say goodbye, the pain he had never spoken out truly grew into himself.