In my first life, I was a descendant of the Chenzhu clan with dual bloodlines of gods and demons. I was rescued by the heavenly war god Xuan Ge, and was accepted as a disciple to practice with him. Thousands of years later, I successfully cultivated into an auxiliary god, but he dissipated in order to seal the soul of the fox clan, which caused harm to the three realms.
In my second life, I went down to earth and experienced tribulations, and met a fox. I loved him regardless of his identity as a fox demon, and I liked his fox tail, but he deceived me, lied to me, dug out my heart, unlocked the master's seal, and released the fox clan that had been sealed for thousands of years.
In the third life, after I died and returned to heaven, I hated the fox demon for being cunning, I hated the fox demon for killing my master, and I even hated myself for being used by the fox demon to break the seal that my master had sacrificed his soul to in exchange for.
So I found the fox, took him back to heaven, tortured him day and night, and pulled out his fox tail to relieve the hatred in my heart.
[Complete] It was originally written as an essay. I wanted to improve the setting as I wrote, so I wrote three short chapters.
I hope some readers can discuss it after reading the comments. I love you.
Intention: To save the common people and harm the person you love most, the cycle of love and hate