The world sees Chi Yun as: gentle, quiet, sensible, cool, and calm.
Only Chi Yun himself knows:
Starting from the midsummer cicada chirping when I was twelve years old,
The noise, throbbing, obsession, love, and pain in her heart,
It has been noisy for twenty years.
Intention: Know that the heart is restless, know that love has crossed the line, know that ethics are inappropriate, and know that everything should not be done. You know you can't do it, but you choose to do it for the rest of your life. Knowing that the ending is ruinous, he sinks to the end.