Those Who Forget to Return

The first chapter is in first person, and the following is in third person. The following is a serious introduction —— I have walked for a long time, traveled through four seasons, forgotten the past, and only stayed in the present in vain... I also slept for a long time, the sun and the moon flew by, and the sea changed. Everything in the past had long since turned into smoke and dissipated... I would like to sleep here forever and let the world forget. I would like nothing to happen and return to the beginning. Unfortunately, it is too late, too late... When an imperceptible sigh came from the distance, it rippled out. I have long lost the desire to explore and fell into endless loneliness, unable to extricate myself. How many times have I tried to escape, and how many times have I refused, and I have gone round and round, and finally returned to the starting point, but the familiar things have left, leaving only an unrecognizable version of myself... I don't know when I started resisting everything that came close to me. I was tired of myself and the world. Without thinking about myself, I was once high-spirited and arrogant... Motto: After walking a long way, I finally found that I miss my friendship the most.