Written for fun, there are my own stories, other people's stories, stories that come to mind, the story of a demented little girl growing up into an unreliable literary young woman, there is no sadness, only sadness. . Written at the end of college, to Xigua, during the time we were together, I didn't blend into your circle, and I didn't ask you to blend into mine. I smiled and said I wanted you to marry me, and you smiled and said yes, as long as you are willing to marry me. I took it seriously, and even cried tears when I said it.
Hiding you so well, from best friend, roommate, cousin, etc., Without saying anything, I am afraid that I will not be able to marry you in the future, I am afraid that you will disappear as soon as I turn around, I am afraid that we will have no future, but how I wish I could say I love you loudly, you are waiting for me to marry you. But I'm afraid that if I say it, my happiness will be gone. Why does my love always lack blessings? So, it's okay without blessing, I keep you in my heart, at least no one tells me to leave you.
I was having a high time outside and came home to look for your embrace. Even though I knew there was no one, I had to take advantage to be happy. You were so far away. I cried and said love words with a smile on my face. I held on tightly to this love without blessings. Xu Xu comforted herself that it didn't matter. Don't be afraid of anything. But seeing that the time to leave you is getting closer, seeing our little happiness in your photo album, seeing that there are no words about you, I will quietly code words, tell some stories, tell some life, tell some dreams.
Where does the story begin? It's still the girl in those green years, with some youthful blush.