In the early autumn of the second year of high school, the evening breeze was gentle, and the taciturn Shen Zhixu crashed into the warm and magnanimous world of Lu Yanci.
A family that has been huddled in a deserted native family all year round, silent and forbearing, accustomed to digesting all grievances and fatigue alone; a well-off family in a tightly shackles, being strictly controlled and wrapped in expectations, but only willing to let go of all defenses and give all their tenderness to Shen Zhixu. Young people's thoughts are secretive and pure. They avoid the eyes of the world and hide their youthful love. They quietly make a promise to go to the future in the notes of self-study in the evening, the evening breeze returning home, and the alleys covered with ginkgo trees.
The time they spent together was the most vivid and hot past in their lives, the "old self" that was fearless and sincere.
Lu Yanci has never failed in love. Faced with strong opposition from his family and layers of pressure, he remained steadfast, confronting his family again and again, breaking free from the constraints, and trying his best to secure the future that belonged to him and Shen Zhixu. He can resist secular prejudices and cold family rules, but he can only resist the catastrophe quietly buried by fate.
No one knew that Shen Zhisu's long-term fatigue and occasional heart palpitations were all signs of Shen's illness. He carefully concealed his physical illness and was greedy for this rare tenderness. He just wanted to spend one more moment with his lover.
When the hidden lesions were completely exposed, the severe diagnosis shattered all the young people's expectations. There is no misunderstanding, no betrayal, no resentment between the two people. The two young people who go in both directions can only watch the beauty being eaten away by the disease bit by bit.
The days that followed were a long period of treatment, repeated hopes and disappointments, and a struggle that tried its best but was unable to recover. Lu Yanci put aside all his obsessions and stayed with her day and night, giving all his tenderness and care, but in the end he could not keep his fading lover.
The autumn wind finally passed, the stars and the moon fell, and Shen Zhixu was forever frozen in the gentlest boyhood.
Lu Yanci lived alone in the world, living peacefully year after year, becoming a mature and decent adult in the eyes of the world. But that young man who was passionate and reckless, who dared to fight against the world, and who only cared about one person with his whole heart and eyes, had long since departed with that late autumn and slept forever in the old age.
The mountains and rivers of the world are still there, and the winds and winds remain as usual.
It's just that from then on, across the mountains and rivers, I never met the old friends again, and never saw the old people again.
Intention: Love can overcome all the troubles in the world, but it cannot overcome the unpredictable fate. One returns to the dust, and the other's heart buries the old years. The most painful thing in the world is not turning against each other, but falling in love deeply, but being separated by fate.
