Everyone saw the consummation of their long-awaited reunion, but no one knew the desolation that Fan Ningzhi endured alone.
She came out of the shackles of a small town and has a sensitive and restrained background. In her junior year, she hit a low point in her life. She was tortured, bullied, and swallowed up by high-pressure emotions. Long-term self-inflicted internal friction caused her physical and mental collapse, and she was diagnosed with anxiety and obsessive-compulsive disorder.
She didn't wait for anyone's salvation.
All the mud, collapse, and self-doubt were all endured by her alone.
She learns to break away from cowardice, learn to fight back bravely, break her comfort zone, and rebuild her confidence; she learns to reconcile with the past; she understands the clumsy love of ordinary parents, and accepts herself calmly, but she is still determined to go to the bigger world. Through academic turnaround, self-healing, living with illness, and reconciliation with life, she pieced together a complete, independent, and strong self.
After two years of separation, Fan Ningzhi and Zhuang Nilv met again.
What lasted for many years was a hurtful parting in childhood and a misunderstanding that no one resolved.
The misunderstanding was resolved, and she just wanted to end it gracefully.
Having suffered too much, she did not dare to be greedy for love and was afraid of the ups and downs in the future, so she deliberately retreated, deliberately distanced herself, and even broke off the relationship out of anger.
Until the mental and physical illness struck her again, at a low point and with the guidance of her mentor, she finally had an epiphany:
There is never a perfect answer in life, and love is also an experience. There is no need to destroy all possibilities of tenderness with your own hands because of fear of the unknown.
The best love is never dependent on each other, but independent and then embracing each other.
They finally learned to love each other, learn to tolerate, and learn to grow side by side.
She traveled to a foreign country and traveled through the four seasons of mountains and rivers alone;
And he crossed the mountains and seas and quietly rushed to her future.
One day, people who have been separated for a long time in a foreign country will meet again.
At this point, the years echo and everything returns to peace.
Purpose: Face the trauma directly to complete self-healing, reconcile with the past, perfect yourself first, and then rush to love and distance.
