When he was sixteen years old, Cheng Zhi was lying on the classroom table when he heard a word coming from the corridor.
"Be quiet over there."
The voice is clean, not aggressive, and has no emotion. She raised her head and saw a row of people wearing red armbands standing outside the window across the aisle and the entire group of tables and chairs. The pink short-sleeved shirt on the far right is almost white in the sunlight.
She didn't even see his face clearly, but she remembered the color.
Later, she joined the Discipline Inspection Department and ran from the far left to the right of the first floor after class every day. She looked up his account in the gay group, deduced his name, and sent two songs to the radio station - "Light Chaser" and "Confession Balloon." After one semester, they didn't exchange a few words, and they didn't even say hello when they met.
At the end of the semester, Cheng Zhi transferred to another school. No goodbye, no explanation.
Every year after that, when she returned to her hometown, she would stand for a while downstairs of his house. Not knocking on the door, not sending a message, just standing there, and then leaving after standing enough. Later I heard that he was admitted to a certain university, but she did not go. Later I heard that he had a girlfriend in his senior year of high school. In the end, no one knows about those thoughts that are going back and forth.
Many years later, Cheng Zhi re-encountered the boy wearing pink short-sleeves in a book.
In the book, his name is Lin Chu. They reunite in the book. In the book, he finally said - I was also looking at you at that time.
This is a novel about secret love. It is written about a person who once took another person seriously in his heart, so seriously that many years later he still remembers what color he was wearing that day.
"I'm Downstairs with You", Douchi.
Concept: Secret love is a person's chaos. Later you wrote that person into the book and added "I saw you too" for him.
