Jiang Ju's life in the past ten years has been like a dream from which he cannot wake up. In the dream, she was the shadow in Song Kai's life, a commodity waiting to be sold in the eyes of his parents, and a joke that even a bottle of sleeping pills were calculated to be eaten. Everyone thought Song Kai was strategizing in U country and didn't bother to look at her. Jiang Jue never knew that when she was locked in the storage room by her parents, the familiar black car was parked outside the window; when she was drunk and humiliated by her classmates, the waiter at the door handed her a black umbrella with his initials engraved on it; when she swallowed the pills and sank into the darkness, there was always a brand new box of sleeping pills beside her pillow. He never shows up, only a peeper on rainy nights. His love was like a silent snow. She didn't notice it when it fell. Only when the snow crushed her world did she realize that he had already surrounded her. She started pretending to be asleep, pretending to be stupid, and pretending to be devastated. She no longer guesses the meaning behind that umbrella, and no longer waits for the person who will never acknowledge her publicly. Until one day, Song Kai finally took off his disguise and trapped her in his arms. His voice was hoarse and broken: "Jiang Jue, I've had enough of acting, can you wake up?" Jiang Jue just pushed him away lightly, his eyes clear: "Song Kai, your salvation has come too late. I have long been indulged in this silent despair and don't want to go ashore."
Purpose: True salvation comes from self-acceptance. The story explores the restraint and perfection of love by describing the heroine's struggle in a desperate situation and the hero's secret atonement. It aims to express: No matter what kind of darkness you are in, you must have the courage to redeem yourself, and find your complete and independent self in loving and being loved.