After Lin Zhiyao collapsed on a rainy night across the river bridge, he was sent to Qingshan Mental Hospital. The white ward, the cracks in the ceiling, and the three pills that appeared on time every day formed her new world.
She began to record her dream - there was a woman in white in a golden wheat field, with her back turned to her, turning around a little bit every day. She kept track of the numbers—the cracks grew two centimeters a day—precisely like some sort of fate. She met patient Su Xiao, the girl with red eyes; she met Dr. Chen Mo, the man who had a ring mark on his left ring finger but never wore a ring; she met nurse Zhou Xiaowen, the man who wore a red rope to ward off evil spirits on his wrist but was afraid of the third floor.
This is a journey from abyss to light. This is not a story of being "healed", but a story of learning to live with brokenness and seeing the light again in the cracks. When the woman in the wheat field finally turned around, what Lin Zhiyao saw was herself in the mirror.
The full text is expected to have 1,000 chapters, from onset, treatment, recurrence, awakening to complete recovery, completely presenting the true process of a mentally ill patient being slowly cured. Each chapter is a piece of the jigsaw puzzle of how one person can find his or her own name.
Concept: Mental illness is not "crazy", but the mind's self-protection mechanism under extreme pressure. Healing is not about eliminating symptoms, but about understanding the voice behind the symptoms and learning to make peace with yourself. True recovery is about rebuilding a more complete self out of brokenness.