It was he who first offered her tenderness and touched the girl's heart, making Cheng Yi rush to her with sincerity.
The ambiguity was hard to distinguish between true and false, and expectations were hanging in the air. When she truly fell in love, he chose to avoid withdrawing.
The long struggle wore away her enthusiasm, and it was hard to describe the depression that trapped her in her youth.
She moved forward with this concern, feeling confused and internally conflicted all the way. After a long period of time, she finally reconciled with the past and healed her once gloomy and sensitive self on her own.
There is no need to ask for an apology, no hope for the old person to look back, say goodbye to the worries of youth, and embrace the grown-up self.
This article is based on personal growth experience. The characters, dialogues, and some plots in the entire text have been processed through artistic fiction. Please do not take it personally.
Purpose: to record Cheng Yi's complete life trajectory, to describe the pain and internal friction of a sensitive girl trapped in ambiguous pull; to show her long struggle, to complete reconciliation and self-healing alone at the end of the years without relying on others for redemption.