The Yellow Beam of Youth Is Given for the Rest of Life

Yan Ning was lying on the operating table, her life being swallowed up bit by bit by the terminal illness. She had seen Fu Linzhou being tortured by life. She had seen him running for takeout in the cold winter wind and snow, his palms cracked by the cold, and his youthful pride crushed by reality. The only thing she hadn't seen was his youth that should have been radiant. Fu Linzhou was once the arrogant overlord of Zhaoxiang Middle School. He entered the school with excellent grades at public expense and was invincible on the sports field. A group of young men followed him, fought to protect their friends, and were unruly and flamboyant. But his family background was a hurdle he couldn't overcome. Reality tore apart all his dreams with his own hands, causing him to fall to the bottom and suffer the hardships of the world. On the verge of death, Yan Ning developed paranoid thoughts. She wanted to steal his complete youth, even if it was just a dream. Anesthesia hits, and the big dream begins. She regressed to her twelve-year-old body and tried her best to jump to his first year of high school. The two of them, carrying all the memories of life, separation, and death in reality, were trapped in this mirror. Yan Ning backed away desperately, deliberately pretending to be ignorant. It's not that she doesn't love, it's that she knows the price too well. How carefree the dream is, how heartbreaking it is when you wake up from the dream. If she indulges in this illusion, she will eventually have to bear the memory of her lover's death alone. She cannot bear the pain. Fu Linzhou understood everything and survived three full years of chasing and suffering alone. Rumors abounded, criticism abounded, and everyone disliked them. He blocked all malice, restrained his anger, carefully guarded a dream that he knew would eventually be shattered, and waited patiently for her to lower her guard. On the eve of the college entrance examination for her senior year of high school, she finally lost the pretense and admitted that both of them had returned from the brink of death. They seize the last dream time and love each other regardless of everything. She took possession of his dust-free youth as she wished. The smell of disinfectant suddenly swept over me, and the chirping of cicadas, the stadium, the classroom, and the hugs all disappeared. In the dream, they have all their youth, but in reality, they are only separated by life and death. Yan Ning stayed on the operating table forever. Fu Linzhou returned to the muddy reality. For the rest of his long life, he would live soberly with the false and hot love memories of those three years, day after day, repeatedly chewing the torture of losing his love forever. Purpose: This book takes the painful youth of two-way dreaming as its core, constructing an extremely gentle but completely sad fateful love. The protagonist is trapped in real poverty and separation between life and death. In the dream at the end of his life, he regains his youth, makes up for his past regrets, and fulfills all his youthful expectations and commitment. The story profoundly explains the extreme contrast between false perfection and the impermanence of reality: fate allows people to have the best of each other and the most dazzling youth in fantasy, but ultimately cannot reverse life and death or rewrite the ending of reality. All the two-way rush and passionate love in dreams are the foreshadowing of endless regrets for the rest of life in reality. It is not only the end of a youthful love, but also expresses the ultimate regret in the world: the greatest tenderness in life is to exchange all obsessions for a perfect dream; the deepest sadness in life is to wake up from a big dream and lose your love forever, and be alone with memories for the rest of your life. Everything is perfect, but the ending cannot be repeated.