Xia Zhi Morning Light

During the long summer vacation, a chance acquaintance on WeChat gave Gao Haoguang a grand and silent secret love in his youth. Chenxi is gentle and soft, treats others with humility, knows how to listen, and is good at catching everyone's emotions. She would patiently respond to every word he shared, chat with him all night about his favorite books and regrets, and sincerely thank him and approach him with kindness. He once thought that this rare co-production was his own preference. He managed the chat carefully, remembered all her preferences, tried his best to help her find rare books, and paid attention to the world she loved for her. She took the initiative to join his TikTok and chatted with him all day long, giving him countless happy expectations. In order to verify his intentions, he restrained his enthusiasm and remained silent for three days, not taking the initiative or interrupting. But there are no exceptions, no worries, no initiative to look back. He finally woke up slowly: her gentleness was innate, and her courtesy was engraved in her bones and blood. She is gentle, patient and decent to everyone. She could spend the whole summer with him, but she would not like him. Later on the Chinese Valentine's Day night, she still responded gently, still chatted in a congenial manner, and still left quietly while chatting. All the heartbeats, temptations, rushes and self-pulls, from beginning to end, are just his one-man show. The parasol trees have fallen in summer, and the evening breeze has ended. The bright moonlight that he devoted all his youth to has never belonged to him. It started when we met for the first time in midsummer, and finally we regretted each other. The whole scene of youth is filled with lingering thoughts. Concept: The real regret is never the quarrels and partings, but her nurturing tenderness that misled me throughout the summer, and my one-sided sincerity that sustained an entire secret love that no one knew about. The cruelest truth about secret love: Some people are naturally gentle and considerate, emotionally stable, and know how to respond to everyone. But being polite is not a preference, being in tune with someone is not a heartbeat, and being easy-going is never a preference. The greatest growth of a young man is from "thinking both ways", Slowly wake up and accept: I am fine, and so is she, but I have never caught her eye. Love has to be a tragedy, Exiting soberly and retracting one's heart with dignity is the most mature perfection of youth.