The whole youthful heartbeat of the girl Su Wan after she met the young man Lu Shiyu when she was seventeen years old. From the startling glimpse during the military training in the first year of high school to the meeting again in front of the class bulletin board, she hid all her secret and hot love in her desk, diary and countless secretly looking back.
They are the people at the front and back tables, the people who talk to each other in self-study classes, and the people who approach each other cautiously under the crabapple tree. Su Wan believed that as long as they were brave enough, as long as they survived the third year of high school, and as long as the two of them worked hard together, those unspoken loves would eventually blossom and bear fruit.
But the midsummer confession after the college entrance examination was just a short-term tenderness given by fate. The weight of reality brought about by the broken marriage of the previous generation was like an invisible wall, standing between them. Lu Shiyu was caught between his mother who was on the verge of collapse and his beloved Su Wan. On one side was the shackles of family affection, on the other was the love of his youth. In the end, he could only withdraw from her life in the most restrained way.
Many years later, Su Wan would still think of her seventeenth year in the spring when begonias were in full bloom. The wind that year was too light, the flowers were too blooming, the young man was too dazzling, and all her heartbeats without reservation and regardless of the way back were forever at that age when the spring breeze blew down the begonias.
Intention: The pure and passionate secret love and two-way heartbeat at the age of seventeen are no match for the shackles of real family love. It writes about the beauty and fragility of teenage love. Love may not last forever, and regret is also a part of youth.