Modern and modern times | Campus | Growth | Realistic orientation | Slow enthusiasm | Two-way companionship | Teenage concerns
Gu Yu, who is in the third grade of junior high school, treats others sincerely, but is not good at expressing his inner feelings.
He is familiar with all the things that should be done in love, carefully choosing gifts, clumsily holding hands and hugging.
But the low self-esteem, anxiety and guilt deep in my heart are always stuck in my throat and I can't express them.
There was no bloody quarrel or malicious obstruction in this first love.
The harm is hidden in the silent failures again and again. Neither person is wrong, but they can't be on the same frequency after all.
When the love affair ends, huge losses accumulate layer by layer. The price of long-term inward suppression is the gradual imbalance of the spiritual world.
Entering high school, Gu Yu was coerced by bipolar disorder.
When he meets new people, he slowly understands that love is never a standard answer.
Completing the ritual does not mean that you understand that love needs to be revealed, that you need to empathize, and that you need to accept that you are full of cracks.
This is the story of a young man who, while struggling with illness, explores how to truly love.
[Reading Tips]
1. Reality is slow to heat up, there are no vicious supporting characters, and the conflict comes from the character's personality and psychological dilemma;
2. Mental illness is based on realistic descriptions and refuses to be romanticized;
3. First love is in the past tense. The heroine is not a one-way redemption, but focuses on self-growth and two-way companionship.
Purpose: To explore the growth and self-reconciliation of young people, and to understand that sincerity does not mean knowing how to love others.