Stupid Kid

Xie Hansheng used to be a self-destructive, indifferent and paranoid young man. He indulged in wantonness and had an angular appearance. He survived a dark and difficult time. After entering high school, he quietly lost all his sharpness, became gentle and soft-tempered, and lived quietly. Tian Xiao seems calm and gregarious, but no one can really be by his side or walk into him. No one knows that deep down in his heart, he has been lacking love all year round. He is sensitive and has low self-esteem, and he never dares to accept anyone's kindness easily. Only Xie Hansheng's unreasonable gentleness broke into his desolate world unexpectedly. Tian Xiao, who was treated seriously and kindly, was filled with fear and paranoid that he refused to owe this tenderness in vain. He was not good at giving feedback directly, so he secretly planned carefully and set up the game step by step, using himself as bait: deliberately comparing progress with Xie Hansheng, solving questions, and betting on rankings. In the name of competition, he forced Xie Hansheng, who was undisciplined, to calm down little by little and improve steadily. The whole process is measured and restrained, young and restrained, and the puppy love has never crossed the line in the three years of high school. Others only regard them as ordinary classmates who compete with each other. Only Tian Xiao understands that all the games and temptations are his clumsy and secret pursuit - he wants to drag Xie Hansheng ashore together to be worthy of each other's future. Countless days and nights spent studying hard at the desk, hiding the heartbeat and sourness that I dare not express openly. The three-year window came to an end, and two admission notices from universities with the same names fulfilled all his calculations and obsessions. The restraint and restraint of high school faded away, and the hidden love that had been hidden for three years finally came to light. The two teenagers finally went in both directions openly and openly. Intention: The most touching and sour growth of youth is never the vigorous confession and enthusiastic rush, but two teenagers who are in the confusion of youth. In the years that no one knows, they each heal themselves, support each other, and quietly fulfill each other. Xie Hansheng once fell into a trough in life, giving up on himself and letting himself sink into darkness. It was the appearance of his sister that made him break free from the mud, put away his brokenness and anger, learn to take responsibility, learn to be stable, learn to regain hope in life, and complete a self-salvation of his own. Tian Xiao seems to be gregarious and lively, but deep down he is always lonely and lacks love, and has never been truly treated with gentleness and kindness. It was Xie Hansheng's clean and pure kindness that shined into his desolate youth and gave him a forbearing and pious secret love. He doesn't know how to express his kindness directly, so he can only use competition as a pretext, calculation as a boat, guide step by step, silently accompany him, and use the most clumsy and restrained way to support the other person's future and accompany him step by step towards the light. The young man is patient and restrained in his thoughts, and he is measured and self-possessed throughout the whole process, not overstepping the boundaries. There is no reckless youthful love, only the gentleness and perseverance of walking silently for several years in the cold window, and running in both directions. Love is hidden in the day and night, and growth is shown in the road ahead. There is no need to be noisy when young people like it. Silent company can also save people. We will eventually heal our shortcomings, fade away our immaturity, and become better selves in each other's dim light. We will cross the long cold window and end up on the same journey for the rest of our lives.