Delusions Are Endless
妄念无期
by Finalize the Lawsuit (定诉)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 6k Words
- Chapters
- 2
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Ancient Era
- Updated
- 19d ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Tags
- ThemePlot-Driven
- POVDual POV
- Age18+
- Ancient Fantasy
- Bad Ending
- Redemption
- Tragedy
- Younger Love Interest
Synopsis
Two-way redemption, extreme affection, sense of fate, cruelty, never marrying, dying alone, pure love without cruelty, BE aesthetics, life and death separation, age difference, loyal dog attributes Jiang Wang x Jiang Nuo When he was nine years old, Jiang Wan was a wild dog without a name. For a plain bun, he was chased, beaten, fell down, and left to die in the mud. Until the seventeen-year-old boy paid for him and gave him a bowl of hot soup and two sesame cakes. The man touched his head and said, "Follow me, Jiang Wang." When he was fifteen years old, there was an emergency at the border, and the rope of conscription was tied around Jiang Nuo's neck. He lied about his age and went to the battlefield for Jiang Nuo, carrying the peace charm given by Jiang Nuo in his arms. Two years later, the enemy retreated and he returned to the palace, only to learn from the emperor that the place where he lived had been in ruins on the night they went to the battlefield two years ago. That night, the enemy soldiers killed, looted and set fire everywhere. Now Jiang Nuo only left himself a ledger that Jiang Nuo had been using. He directly led the army to kill through the enemy's imperial city and kicked open the rotten door in the deepest part of the dungeon. The moment the torch was lit, he was shaking all over. The walls are covered with "go home" carved by Jiang Nuo. But after he brought people back to the palace, due to organ failure, the man who taught him how to read and gave him a home closed his eyes forever in his arms. The imperial doctor said that his organs were failing and he was relying solely on obsession. He knew that Jiang Nuo's obsession was him and the wall full of "go home". On the day of the burial, he wanted to draw his sword and die for his love. But Jiang Nuo gently patted his back to comfort him in his dream, and when it finally dawned, he said softly: "It's dawn, it's time for you to wake up, and live a good life, just for your brother." When he opened his eyes again, it was dawn. He put away his sword and turned towards the school grounds, because he was a powerful general of the Warring States Period. Everyone knows that generals are hard-hearted, never married, and have no children. Little did he know that his delusions had long since expired. What he guards is not the country, but the last bit of human fireworks left to him by Jiang Nuo. Intention: 1. Ultimate redemption and two-way love The story profoundly explores the power of mutual redemption between people. Jiang Nuo used a bowl of hot soup and a name to bring a dying wild child back to the world, giving him the dignity and destiny of a human being; while Jiang Wan repaid this kindness with his lifelong loyalty, his determination to join the army for his brother, and his unswerving waiting until death. The relationship between the two goes beyond ordinary family affection and love. It is a two-way bond deep in the soul. 2. Keeping promises and undying love until death The work demonstrates the ultimate depth of affection and the weight of commitment. Jiang Nuo's words before his death, "Live well", became Jiang Wan's biggest shackles and belief for the rest of his life. Jiang Wan never married and lived alone all his life. It seemed that he had given up the idea of committing suicide for love, but in fact, he turned this love into a longer-term persistence. He spent his entire life of loneliness fulfilling his promise to Jiang Nuo. 3. The tragic intertwining of family and country interests and personal destiny The story closely connects a small personal love with the great justice of the country. In order to protect his lover, Jiang Wan joined the army for his brother, and after his lover died tragically, he turned his grief for his lover into an iron-blooded force to protect his family and country, and eventually became a powerful general of the Warring States Period. The personal tragedy is intertwined with the grand historical background, highlighting an extremely tragic and desolate sense of fate. 4. "Live towards the light" with love and hope Although the ending is full of regret and tragedy, the core of the work is tough. Jiang Nuo's comfort to Jiang Wan in his dream was not only a reluctance to leave his lover, but also a hope that he could escape from the mire of pain and see the world well for himself. Jiang Wan finally put away his sword and walked to the school field, which reflected the power of life to live bravely with the hope of his lover after recognizing the cruel truth.