In my less than half a hundred years of life, I spent the first sixteen years trying to save my luck.
I met you when I was seventeen, and I have been my friend for two years. My luck ran out.
Then, I overstepped my bounds, and for the next thirty years, I was left to my own devices.
I have loved you all my life and you have given me meaning.
I hope you will be happy and healthy every year. See you in the next life.
(This is Sansan's favorite diary style (hehe)
But the style is quite different. It is my first and probably only BE book.
It's because I look at everyone in school like they're sick.
It's just a love without love. If you want to see a vigorous love or a two-way love affair, then quit.
It's purely a boy's unrequited love for another homophobic boy. It's really heart-wrenching to fall in love with his friend.
If you are tired of watching torture or sweet death, you can give this article a chance.
I think it is written from the perspective of a normal person's reaction to his same-sex friend's unrequited crush on him for many years, which is more realistic, although I have always envied the love in the novel.
Wang Zifang can be considered a bit of myself. Although the person I like is a double, I am not her type and I don't want to become her type.
I don't have the courage of Wang Zifang, so I have to be by her side as a friend, maybe that's it.
If this article is well received, I will probably write another one about Zhang Shuqing and Shan Jingru)
Intention: I hope that he and countless others can find love that is understood and accepted