Intimacy is connected with people's most fundamental fears, happiness, sadness, so I sometimes fear establishing an intimate relationship, friendship, love, family. But when love comes to me, I don't run away. I just smile worriedly when happiness reaches its highest point, knowing that one day I will become unattractive and then break in two in front of you. My parents crawled out from inside, and the young me crawled out. All the non-human things in my life crawled out, leaving me unrecognizable...
Should I let everything consume me...
Should I forgive the people who caused me pain in the past...
Purpose: Native family, growth, self-salvation, inspiration, healing, growth, sobriety
