The End of the Summer of Secret Love

A rain that came fifteen years late trapped two cowards for the rest of their lives. Xu Yi's life has been full of winter since the day he landed. She was born on the Hungry Ghost Festival, and was brought up with endless malice by her native family. Her low self-esteem, cowardice, and humble survival were all the background of her life before the age of sixteen. In the midsummer of City A in 2009, in the gloomy youth, she bumped into her only light - Yang Lan. He is the proud son of heaven, bright and magnanimous, gentle and sincere, the god who illuminates her muddy youth. He sees through all her fragility and pretense, protects her, gives her preference, understands her tolerance, and gives her the only tenderness in the world. He secretly treasured her handwriting, silently accommodated all her preferences, hid every detail of his love in every preference, and planned to have her every year in the future. No one knows, this is a two-way silent secret love. Two extremely gentle and extremely timid boys and girls, separated by a sea of ​​people and young and reserved, hid their love for fifteen years. Zhou Ran at that time was in the biting cold winter of Xu Yi's youth. Young and ignorant, paranoid and arrogant, he used bullying to cover up his heartbeat, disclosed her love letters, trampled on her sincerity wantonly, and personally pushed the girl whose heart was full of him to the gentle evening breeze and the dazzling morning light. When he suddenly realized that his love had grown into paranoid obsession, there was no longer any place for him in her eyes. Destiny is a combination of circumstances, and people's hearts are tossing and turning. A torn letter, a misguided encounter, a confession that was too late to say, completely severed all the bonds between the two. He was forced to go to France, and she stayed where she was and waited, one in the south and one in the north, separated by mountains and seas. He thought that she liked others, so he chose to leave the show with dignity, compromised on a secular marriage, named his youngest son Yang Nianxu, and hid his lifelong affection in the years and his name; She thought he had never been tempted, she had been amazed all summer, thought about him all her life, spent her youth bravely rushing to nothing, and sealed her love in the midsummer of sixteen years old. The years change, and the years change secretly. Xu Yi endured the hardship for half her life, and finally gave in to her fate and married Zhou Ran, who had loved her to the core and been paranoid for half her life. He gave her a grand wedding, billions of favors, pampered her for the rest of her life, protected her every year, and made up for her half-life pain, but he could never fill the eternal gap in her heart called Yang Lan. At the age of twenty-eight, Yang Lan got married, and Xu Yi cried tenderly for half his life. At the age of thirty, she learned to reconcile with the regrets of her youth and settled into a stable life. Many years later, a belated heavy rain allowed Yang Lan to glimpse the secrets of the Weibo homepage that had been hidden for fifteen years. Only then did she realize that the two-way journey that no one knew about had been deserted for half his life. The rain is fifteen years late, and love is late for a lifetime. They have never betrayed their years or each other, only their youth and bravery. Everyone in the world is happy: Zhou Ran gets what he wants and stays together for the rest of his life; he has a good night and everything goes smoothly, and his years are worry-free. Only Xu Yi and Yang Lan were able to overcome time and obsession, but ultimately lost to timidity and mistakes. The midsummer wind blows in my heart at the age of sixteen, and my twilight years at the age of eighty are finally separated by mountains and seas. A rain that is half a lifetime late, and a life of unfulfilled regret. We are both at peace in this life, looking at each other from afar every year. I can only wait for the next life to lose my timidity, embrace each other with love at the right time, and live up to the summer and the rest of my life. Purpose: To write about the life-long regrets caused by double secret love, and to explore the life misses caused by original trauma and youthful cowardice; some people are amazed by their youth, while others wait for the rest of their lives. Not all lovers in the world can meet each other, and regret is also the normal state of life.