After the Breakup, the Actor Regretted It

Seemingly indifferent, complaining about being enslaved vs. Frivolous and loving, attacking freely In fact, he is a calm and hard-working worker vs. He is an artist and a star. 19-Year-old Bai Leshan met a person in a mountain city that caused his brain to shut down. He forgot to close his eyes when the man's lips touched him, and the trembling eyelashes so close to him made him confused. The heat wave is rolling, and the summer vacation ends in a daze. A straight man kissed and went to bed with a male actor in the same cast, and the beginning was unclear. After being together for a year, he heard Li Ye laughing lazily outside the bar: "Seriously? We just slept a few times." Bai Leshan lowered his head and walked away. For seven years, he cooked and guarded the house alone. The rice in the pot was always warm and the lights were always on. Li Ye is the best actor and has scandals. Breaking off ties is common and comes and goes like a gust of wind. He tried to walk away, but was pulled back by the pressure. People who know him call him "actor Li's second-tier playmate who he hasn't gotten rid of for seven years." Later he found out that the necklace Li Ye had been wearing for ten years was a gift from Bai Yueguang. He asked, and Li Ye's big hands touched his sweaty back and gasped: "A friend... Is not important." He didn't ask again. The night his mother was diagnosed with cancer, Bai Leshan sat in the vacated room and uttered six words: "Let's just call it quits." He was born in the shadow of a genius brother, and the more he was spoiled, the more reluctant he became. He fell down once when he was nineteen years old, and it took him seven years to get up. The bitter summer of 19 years old is finally over. Three months later in Berlin, Li Ye stood on the podium with his second Best Actor trophy. He told the camera that he met his lover when he won the award for the first time, but lost him the second time. "Please give me a chance, I will spend the rest of my life loving you." Was the most popular post, and the audience was buzzing with excitement. Later, Li Ye chased him and hugged him from behind, begging him in a hoarse voice not to leave. Bai Leshan calmly broke away and walked towards the blind date. —— Li Ye was most afraid of being trapped in his life. He escaped at the age of 18 and vowed to pursue freedom for the rest of his life. Bai Leshan didn't check or ask questions. He was complacent at first - look, this is a healthy love. Then he panicked. Someone was being checked at a friend's party. Amid the booing, he held the glass of wine calmly and felt empty in his heart. He started deliberately looking for trouble, and every time he had a big fight, he would regret it the next day - he didn't want to be like his dad. So I continued to disconnect and continued to wander. It's so tortured. He wants to be cared for, but is also afraid of being trapped. Until Baileshan really left. Walk towards others without looking back. On stage in Berlin, he said "I love him", he pursued people in social circles, and in interviews he said, "I have been in love for seven years." He handed the rope to Bai Leshan with his own hands. Free? No more. He just wants Baileshan back. Friends? What p friends? Aren't we in love? Shuangjie Intention: Work hard to grow up and learn to love each other