The author's writing skills are poor. He writes novels to practice his writing skills. You can give me some advice, but don't criticize him.
"There are so many regrets in adolescence, so many that I can't even count them."
"I often can't tell whether I like you wholeheartedly or just have a temporary affection for you."
"What exactly is love? What does love look like? I still don't have the answer."
Purpose: There will be many inexplicable feelings in adolescence. It is normal to be unable to distinguish between good feelings and likes. There will always be some regrets that cannot be made up. You must learn to accept your own confused and confused thoughts.