When she was sixteen, someone said to her: You have light. Later, when the light went out, she realized that light can also burn people.
Someone else held her hand and said: It's not your fault. The person who said this died one winter, leaving her to watch the spring for herself.
She met some people. They came, illuminated her, and then left one by one. Some people walked by themselves, some were taken away, and some fell from a very high place and never got up again.
Later someone found a diary under her pillow. The title page reads: "An'an, live a good life for me.
The last page reads: "I have spent my whole life learning how to love myself, and I have just learned how to leave.
There are birds chirping outside the window, and spring is coming soon. But she couldn't wait any longer.
Intention: Self-salvation, continuation of life, broken things do not have to be repaired, people do not have to be intact to live.
