It was midsummer when the vocational school started military training. Li Xinru was unable to participate in the training due to a minor fracture of her foot during the holidays, so she rested in the playground stands. There is another girl in the same class beside her, who is also exempted from training due to congenital anemia, physical weakness and dizziness. The two of them sat on the lounge together. A friend of a physically weak girl in the same class came to the stands to look for her, and they played black and white games with her during their free time. Through this lively game, Li Xinru got to know this boy and Wei Zenghao among them. At first, they were just casual friends in the game, but Li Xinru and Wei Zenghao quietly noticed each other. The two have a secret love in both directions. Li Xinru and Wei Zenghao came together. They had a very sincere and hot moment. Each is the only time in each other's youth. It was suddenly discovered that Wei Zenghao suffered from a rare chronic progressive internal disease. He has been enduring the pain of his declining body alone. He became frequently unwell, weak, absent, and silent. Li Xinru only felt that he was becoming more and more distant, cold and silent. Barriers, silence, and misunderstandings gradually developed between the two. Torn by illness, unable to love, and afraid of dragging her down, I can only push her away little by little. No one told Li Xinru the truth. She was suffering from endless misunderstandings, neglect, self-doubt, and suffering, thinking that Wei Zenghao no longer loved her. Wei Zenghao, who had endured the pain for many years, his condition completely deteriorated and he passed away. He took away all the hardships, all the affection, all the unspoken love and helplessness. Li Xinru later vaguely knew everything. All misunderstandings collapsed instantly, and all grievances instantly turned into heart-wrenching regret and pain. The person she loved passionately left the world quietly, leaving her alone in a youth full of regrets. After finally learning the truth, Li Xinru, unable to bear the loss and regret, chose to commit suicide and follow Wei Zenghao.
Intention: Based on personal personal experience.