[Inferiority, Sensitivity, Inferiority, Feelings of Indifference × Arrogance, Hot Face, Cheeky Belly, Black Attack]
Sui Yulin's memories of his childhood are actually vague. He only remembers that his parents were worried about money every day. The rental house can never be truly bright, it will only have dim lights on.
Sometimes, they would argue endlessly, but in the end the topic would usually fall on him.
"If it weren't for him! Who would want to marry you!"
"Bah! Who doesn't?"
Sui Yulin didn't understand, but he vaguely felt that his parents had a quarrel because of him.
He would put the cold steamed buns on the table and go out quietly.
There was a mixture of good and bad people in Tongzi Building. Just downstairs from their house lived a young gangster named Brother He.
At least that's how mom described him.
He didn't think Brother He was a gangster. Brother He was very nice. Every time his parents quarreled, he would go to Brother He's house and share a steamed bun together.
Later Brother He disappeared, and my mother said he was probably kicked out.
And later…
Her parents divorced and her mother remarried. Sui Yulin met that man's son, Ji Xuqi.
He could never forget what his mother said to that boy.
"Xu Qi, this is aunt and nephew..."
I can't remember the rest clearly. I just feel that the image I have followed for more than ten years collapsed overnight. The mother who was closest to him personally pushed him away. He changed from a child... To a nephew.
He has low self-esteem and is sensitive. He is immersed in the virtual world of novels every day, and despicably longs for one day to become one of the stars in it.
Until he met Shang Heye.
This boy is living exactly how he wants.
There is never a shortage of people around her to care about her, and every move she makes carries the aura of a well-born family. She responds to everyone in the class, has a beautiful face, and a heart that is always filled with vitality.
He always felt that the earring in Shang Heye's right ear looked familiar.
This color reminded him of an almost forgotten person... The omnipotent Brother He in his younger self's eyes.
How could it be?
He smiled to himself.
Think of it as writing a novel, the imagination is so outrageous.
Speaking of which... How is Brother He doing now...
He opened the password notebook with some frayed edges in ecstasy.
I've used it for almost half of it, and it's densely packed with words.
The protagonist's name is Shang Heye.
Because of selfishness, he unconsciously put Brother He into the role of Shang Heye, imagining that if Brother He was really Shang Heye, he would really be by his side...
After writing less than two lines, he put away the notebook like a thief.
He despised himself like this and secretly looked up at someone he couldn't even compare to.
It's like a shadow that has forgotten the temperature of the sun, and secretly longs for the sun.
People shrouded in shadow... Have no courage to run towards the scorching sun.
But Shang Heye can bring him out of the shadows and bathe in the sunshine with him.
Mission: Redemption, Opposing Domestic Violence, Paying Attention to Children's Mental Health