There will be such a secret book, which is "the record of an ordinary person's thirteen years in the world." The content is probably to advise you to run away and don't worry about life in the world because you think it's cool.
It was completely full of tears and grief, and was extremely dissuasive.
Fang Yingzhi: "Brother, why do you remember this? We weren't that miserable back then, right?"
Yin Li: "I'll just remember it, do you care? It's like I can't really describe it. It's obviously a relaxed daily life, okay?"
During the argument, the lights on the table were shifted by the wind, and the whole hall fell into darkness again.
Yin Li had to add another one until the light on the table continued.
When I turned around again, there was no one around me.
But the mountain breeze passed through the house, sweeping my thoughts into the moonlight.
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The situation has been changing for thirteen years, and those who enter the situation cannot see the changes.
Fang Yingzhi×Yinli
An ancient martial arts short game. (/^▽^)/
Thanks to @ for the cover
Determination: My heart is a stone, and I cannot change it.