In the eyes of the world, Gu Jiu is always young, quiet and gentle, and seems to be gently cared for by the years.
But no one knew that in the years when no one saw her, she had already spent countless long nights alone.
He was plagued by illness at a young age, and spent countless times in cold hospitals, experiencing the powerlessness and helplessness of illness. He was also subjected to campus violence because of his obesity, and was ridiculed and ostracized one after another. His already fragile heart was even more severely affected.
In adolescence, people are deeply troubled by body anxiety, and they move forward with low self-esteem because of obesity;
Friendships sincerely delivered are broken and failed again and again, and full of enthusiasm is replaced by scars all over;
Her family members who were busy outside could not sympathize with her sensitivity and sadness. The eyes of relatives and friends were particularly dazzling, and no one understood her grievances and loneliness hidden in silence.
There was no vigorous enthusiasm in her youth, only the suffering, depression and self-pulling that no one knew about.
It wasn't until I entered college that the shackles were slowly lifted.
The pain is slowly healed, and the knots in the heart are slowly dissolved.
She learned to step out of her closed self, become cheerful and lively, and get along with the world gently.
After going through all kinds of hardships, she finally completed a complete self-salvation.
This is Gu Jiu's growth history, and it is also a long and gentle self-healing.
Purpose: To write to all those who are tortured by illness, have body anxiety, suffer from rejection, and are sensitive and lonely in their hearts. There is no need to deny yourself because of the eyes of others. Suffering is not the background of life. Persistence in going through the trough and self-healing itself is a kind of strength. Everyone has the ability to become his own light.