I have been trapped in the old dream that keeps coming back all year round.
In the dream, the young man Yang Huanzhou stood in the warm sunshine of the midsummer classroom, with a slight smile on his face.
But every time I mustered up all the courage to rush forward, they would all be dissipated in the hot evening wind.
This recurring old dream has trapped me year after year.
We met for the first time in the middle of summer on the second day of the lunar new year, and the blizzard and cold winter broke out. A paranoid calculation hidden in the hearts of roommates created layers of unsolvable youth misunderstandings.
I held the stomach medicine and thick gloves and confessed my feelings, but I only received his deliberately distant concession;
He hid his inferiority complex and heartache, and patiently sorted out wrong questions late at night, but all his apologies and explanations were secretly intercepted.
Years passed by mountains and seas, and after many years, I finally understood all the belated answers and forbearing tenderness.
But that young man who was trapped by the wind and snow had already left for a foreign country, and we would never see each other again in the years to come.
[Heart-breaking throughout | Going in both directions but constantly missing out | No redemption, pure BE two-way secret love | Campus abuse article | Paranoid second male lead to disrupt the situation | Beautiful, strong and miserable male protagonist | No HE in the whole text, completely uneasy]
Purpose: Taking the old dream of going back and forth for eight years as a guide, it tells the story of a youthful love that was missed due to the estrangement in childhood, writes about the regrets that are belatedly understood, and explores obsession, jet lag and irreparable teenage love.