[Sensitive and tough white-flowered civil servant × Calculative and affectionate capital hunter]
When the rain fell, Song Jiaxing didn't know that this was her first encounter with herself in the long rainy season.
Song Jiaxing met Shen Yuchen for the first time because of an unexpected rainstorm.
The blind date never came, and she was hiding from the rain in a corner. He provided a safe space.
She was grateful for his kindness and classified this encounter as "one in a hundred thousand in life that is worth collecting but does not need to be unfolded".
But fate had to push him in front of her again and again.
Taking the business card he handed over, her heart sank - that title and the city skyline outside the window were all reminders of what stood between them.
He put his arm around her shoulders at the birthday party and introduced her to everyone as his girlfriend. She was shocked and refused, and the reason was ridiculous.
It's not that she wasn't tempted. But at that time, she was still trapped in the rain of the past, and there was a Milky Way between them, so she didn't dare or couldn't.
……
Until that day, the old scars were accidentally opened. He opened her clenched hand and said, "I want to hear what you say, are you willing to say it?"
Song Jiaxing almost instinctively wanted to run away, but stopped him when he turned around: "I don't want to say it yet... Can you wait for me?"
He said yes.
So she began a long journey inward. No one knew what she was doing those nights. Even he himself only said one thing to his friends: "She is completing something very important. I will wait for her."
……
But when the truth in that rain emerged, she realized that she had to face more than just one person's stay or leave.
The whole world is trying to persuade her to turn back.
But she just didn't.
Until late one night, she walked alone through the echoes that had accompanied her, criticized her, and comforted her, and finally reached the deepest place - it turned out that the real gift given to her by fate was never elsewhere.
……
A long time later, when the night wind blew with warmth, she finally asked softly the question that had been lingering for a long time: "At that time, I couldn't see myself clearly... Why did you still add to the position during the 'delisting warning period'?"
He stopped and looked towards the sky, where the mist cleared and the stars appeared.
He smiled, "Because I am a risk-seeker."
"And I know that the fog is just passing by you, it can't cover the light."
"Because light is never outside, it is within you."
Purpose: Before being loved by anyone, you must first own and love yourself completely.