There is no romance line in this article, the protagonist focuses on self-salvation, and there is no official supporting role! ! !
He lived only nineteen short years.
Xiao Rui suddenly fell back to the age of five with all the memories of nineteen years of scars.
The ending of the age of nineteen is the cold river, the pale ward, and the end of depression and endless despair.
All over again, the partial indifference of the native family, the indiscriminate punishment of the elders, the endless bullying on campus, hunger and cold eyes still come as expected.
He doesn't look forward to the rekindling of family ties, nor does he look forward to salvation from others. He just wants to protect himself and no longer let others mess with him.
But the scars imprinted in the bones and blood will not completely disappear just because of a rebirth.
The love that cannot be obtained, the malice that lingers, the long road, and being alone all the time.
"I've been here, I've struggled, even if I don't get through this world, I'll be able to do it myself."
It contains psychological descriptions of original family trauma, school bullying, and depression, and the reality is BE. At the end of the article, there is an extra chapter of the author's realistic notes.
Tags: #born #originalfamily #campustrauma #realityorientation #BEaesthetics
Intent: Trauma will not disappear with rebirth. Even if you get a chance to do it again, the psychological imprint caused by the trauma in the original family and campus will still exist. There is no one-click recovery. Face the pain, reject the cool fantasy of "rebirth is perfection", and respect the realistic logic of psychological trauma.
