[Old works are relocated, the first Tomato novel is published, the full text is complete, no subsequent updates, only columns are archived, if anyone accuses me of plagiarism, I will pursue them]
Seventeen-year-old Shen Yan once folded the North Dance registration form into square sheets and hid them in the lining of his practice clothes. At that time, in his world, there were only the rotation of his toes and the light in his mother's eyes. Even the "Introduction to Business Management" handed over by his father was secretly hidden under the dance music.
Until a car accident crushed everything. At his father's funeral, the supplier's demand note fell in front of the black and white photo. His mother held his hand and dug her nails into his palm: "Yanyan, Mom can't hold it anymore." From that day on, he locked the registration form at the bottom of the old bookcase, put on an ill-fitting suit, and transformed from a dancer into "Mr. Shen" who will extend the life of the company.
Later, he went abroad to study economics. He didn't bring any dance clothes in his suitcase, but he hid a pair of folding dance shoes stuffed by his mother. Later, he returned to China to take over the family business that was on the verge of bankruptcy, and caught Lu Chiye's sight at a wine party where they were drinking wine.
This young man from Beijing held his dropped dancing shoes and smiled carelessly: "Mr. Shen, the shoes of a professional dancer will leave traces no matter how deeply they are hidden."
Shen Yan thought that he had deleted the word "dance" from his life long ago, but he did not expect that Lu Chiye would hold the registration form that he did not dare to send back then, stand under the stage of Shiguang Theater, and ask softly: "Is it still too late to send it now?"
This is a story about "regret and restart" - someone hides his dream in his suit pocket and walks a long way to reality; someone bursts in with a light, just to help him re-deliver his unfinished "letter" to where he wants to go.
Purpose: The young man cuts off his dream of dancing for his family, endures the pressure of life and moves forward, and the companionship of his lover heals his youthful regrets. Ideals can be temporarily put on hold, but gentleness and preference will support you at the lowest points in life, learn to reconcile with regrets, and find redemption and destination in the daily life of fireworks.
Whispers That No One Understands, Except Me