Luoyang Snow

[Daughter of a Mingyan Family × Restraining the Emperor] [Emperor's secret love | Old friend returns later | Fall in love first, then Shura field | Sweet but sour] Feng Zhaowei always thought that he would marry He Lanyao in the future. They had known each other since they were young. He rode horses with her, got into trouble, and grew up with her. Three years ago, he was ordered to go to the north. Everyone agreed that when he came back, it would be time for the two families to discuss marriage. But before He Lanyao came back, Feng Zhaowei met another man on a snowy night. That night, in order to track down a batch of grain relief trucks that should not have appeared, she broke into the south warehouse. The granary caught fire and the men in black were chasing her. She was pushed into the shadow behind the grain stack by a strange man. He blocked the knife for her, snatched away her unedged short knife, and thrust a mostly burned book of old accounts into her hands. Before leaving, he told her: "My surname is Xie, I am on the third line." After entering the palace on the second day, Feng Zhaowei found out—— The man who was trapped in the fire with her last night and lied to her about her last name was Xie, the emperor of the day, Yuan Heng. Yuan Heng remembers her. I remember the way she came to Changqiu Palace when she was young, what she said, and how she once passed by him, but never really looked at him. But she only remembered a vague shadow of a young man. There are ten years of staggered memories between them. There is also an old case that cannot be known to others. Yuan Heng originally just wanted to use her to find out the food shortage in Nancang, but later he began to wait for her to enter the palace. Remembering her casual words, he began to feel that he could no longer just be an unselfish emperor when she approached. Feng Zhaowei thought she was just curious about him. It wasn't until she began to look forward to the next meeting that she realized that once some heartbeats occurred, it would be difficult to return to the position of monarch and minister. Just at this moment, He Lanyao came back. He returned to Luoyang with the wind and snow in the north, and also brought back that part of his life that Feng Zhaowei had known for eleven years. He knew when she was really angry and when she was just being tough; he knew which way she used to take the reins when riding, and he also knew what she was most easily coaxed into when she was young. He owns her past. And Yuan Heng could only watch her show a look he had never seen before in front of another man. Later, Helan came to ask for his name. Yuan Heng did not stop her as an emperor. He only asked her when no one was around: "Do you want to marry him?" She didn't answer. He was silent for a long time, and finally whispered: "If you want, I won't stop you." "But if you are asking about Yuan Heng——" He looked at her and admitted the selfishness he had always refused to admit: "I don't want you to marry him." She finally chose Yuan Heng. After her wedding, she realized that she was marrying not only a man who loved her, but also an emperor who wanted to rebuild the world. And Yuan Heng had long known that the clan he wanted to attack was named Feng. He married her even though he knew he would hurt her eventually. Intention: Some people are not separated because they don't love each other. Identity, responsibility, family affection and choice push everyone in different directions, but what is really rare is that when you can't have both, you still don't easily deny another person's life.