Wen Huaiyuan had made every effort in his life, but he had only missed his own heartbeat.
He gave up his future for her, and hid his affection for her.
Jian Yunchao hated him for five years and missed him for ten years. She didn't understand why the two people who were once so close to each other ended up in this state of indifference and alienation.
It wasn't until the day of his funeral that she saw the yellowed photo on the title page of his diary. On the back, in addition to her immature handwriting, there was also a line of small words that he later added:
"Jian Yunxu, I will be your umbrella, but don't look back. Looking back will lead to an abyss."
Concept: In ordinary youth literature, love means rushing, seeking, and "being together." But Wen Huaiyuan's love is counter-intuitive - love is pushing away, hiding, and even makes you hate me.
He had calculated everything except that he would be tempted. Because he was moved, he couldn't selfishly drag her down. He knew that Jian Yunxu's illness was an abyss, so he chose to turn himself into a stone to fill up the abyss.
Refined intention: The highest level of affection is not to be your safe haven, but to burn myself out and pave a way for you even without me.
